There has been a season where I have acted so “out of character” and felt like such an addict, and yet there has not been any substance of drink and/or drugs in the mix at all. (When there is substance involved people can turn into very different people do things that they wouldn’t normally do.)
As I have considered this, I realised that sometimes what is a deep need within a person can be perfect soil for toxic seeds to be planted that can grow so quickly that we don’t even have soundness of mind to see how this poison ivy is wrapping itself around our spirits and being, making us become more enslaved to something we would never normally consider. I believe that the ground for toxicity to be able to grow is ground that has been left unattended and derelict and not been handed over to the Master Gardener. This could be because we are believing lies instead of Truth; perhaps that we have no value as opposed to being God’s treasured possession; or feel abandoned, even though God’s Word says that He will never abandon us even if our own mother does; or that we are alone- when God says that He will never leave us or forsake us..
Any space that is occupied with lies- even small ones- is land that the enemy has permission to use… and this is where we can end up with a situation that is bigger than us.
In any of these situations it is true that we have a very real enemy and he does have authority- but only what he is given, or what he is able to take from us due to our passivity or ignorance.
But it is also true that there is the Lord God Almighty that has all power and authority and will also occupy every area that He is welcomed into and given access to. But unlike the devil, the Lord God Almighty will never occupy without our consent or agreement.
Let us welcome God into our addictive messes because He is the only One that is able to heal and restore and redeem.